*.* Black, is all you see *.*
heyy, its been so long since i last blogg. had awesome fun enjoying my holidays! well, its the second week of school already, and i'm still in my holiday mood. how i wish my holiday can last forever and ever. this week hadn't been that awesome though, facing family disputes, awkward rejections and the obvious, coping with studies.
as usual, every families have their own little problems. and for me, the same problem lasted for 13 years maybe. and its not getting better at all. i shall not put everything across with detailed explanation, but i can say that i feel damn low like nobody's business. i mean like, i know its inevitable that these things happen, but the sian feeling is killing me. through the years, i've learnt to block out, but it doesn't seem to help much at all.
and yes, the most awkward rejection i ever had. shall not say too much about it. but it was sadd lahh. however, if i think on the brighter side of it, i actually gained something from it. having to know that it's impossible, i can tell myself at least i've tried my best and turn to somebody else who actually treasures me better. and, i don't have to think otherwise either when things happen! YAY, i'll be back to my normal cheerful self soon! can't wait!
O M G. organic chemistry is like so so so tough now. i don't think i'm handling that subject well now, the rest are still okay! hope i'm able to pull my grades up for the next semester. not doing that well, time to buck up! and this semester is so boring, unlike the first now. its only the second week of school and we have got like three projects to complete already. HATE PROJECTS.
but the week doesn't seem as bad anymore when i met my awesome 'girl friend' . yes yes, an awesome friend whom i have known for about 5 years? reaching 5 years already. went to meet her for dinner after my school on friday. never had so much fun in such a long time, and YAY, i'm gonna meet her again next saturday, go 'shopping' and training after that, awesome fun!
training is getting intense already. three times a week in school and every saturday for club training, i hope i won't diee at the end of every week!
okayyy okayy, i shall try and update my blog every now and then when i'm free! off i go, need to finish up some of my work before school starts tmr. and tmr will be a brand new day for me to start. no more tears rolling down anymoreeee.
byeeeee
Labels: /shall cry no more
I cheered with joy @ | 6:27 PM
*.* Awesome celebration *.*
hey! was too tired, forgot to blog last night, wells, its a tuesday today! lessons started at one, but met most of them at 10.40 today, for project, my goodness. i'm really hating project now, like so burden, and i've more coming up soon. had fish soup noodle for lunch today, quite awesomeee:) lessons started off with microbiology today, was quite fun, still can concentrate! but when it comes to physiology after that, totally blank out. teacher's such a monotone. really cannot absorb anything, and he's going like ultra fast i think. ohh wells, not many people listened anyway, gonna self study man. am heading to macs on saturday before tuition starts on saturday to studyyy, hope i can wake up on timeeee. meeting my friend there too.headed home after math lecture at five! bought food for my irritating brother. no choice. was a little late for dinner just now, met aq, ilma and cally for dinner today! early celebration for ilma's birthday:) had awesome fun, so long never talk to them already. took a lot of pictures too. kinda miss the life we used to have last time. was really fun:)we had pizza hut for dinner, kinda expensive, but worth it as compared to the others. we ordered some feast thing. can't really remember what's the name of that feast. and what's funny was that the fried chicken chop served was like quite burnt. taste kinda awful. but luckily they were nice enough to change it for us! they changed i to the normal chicken chop. taste so much nicer, but oily. at least better than nothing though, and another funny thing was that ilma asked for her refill of water like about five times before they actually refilled it for her? that's really funny.hai, tomorrow is gonna be the worse day ever. work work work and work to complete. think i'm goinng just camp at hougang mall, gonna finish up all my work tmr.if not i'm gonna be dead. gonna have NPSU sub-comm interview on thursday too. kinda freaky, but ohh wells, LIVE WITH IT.time to sleeep! got to wake up at six tmr, and i'm feeling really sleepy nowww.nights peeps,Labels: /beauty lies on the eyes of the beholder
I cheered with joy @ | 11:56 PM
*.* Tuition, and a new friend made *.*
hey! its a sunday today, means its lazy day, but not necessarily truee, its time to mug for exams already. its time to pull my grades up, if not mama's gonna scold me. woke up at eight thirty today! was almost late for tuition, lucky me, teacher was late for ten minutes! sat all the way behind, and finally, i found out who that guy was, kinda funny though. class ended on time today, and as usual, its my duty every sunday to get breakfast for my family from the hawker centre! bought bee hoon with chicken wing for my dad, nasi lemak for my mom and carrot cake for myself! awesome food with the company of our favourite drink, ching chao:) totally head to bed after i eat, i know its so pig to do so, but i'm always so tired after tuition everyday sunday, maybe because i hadn't had enough sleep these days, and i won't be sleeping early today as usual, gonna do my comprehension paper before i head to bed. cause i know i'll be a lazy pig and not do any of them during the week. and wells, since the information are fresh in my mind, why not.woke up at around four! such a pig, i snoozed my alarm for two and a half hours without realising. woke up with a slight headache, and i'm still feeling it. its just so sian, and i waited for my mom to come home with food before i start on my research, its project day man, did like lots of research today, boring much. then i went on chatting online with my friends till like early eleven, and headed out to the living room for supper with mummy! she's funny, ask me to eat with her:) yeaaapp, and now i'm in my room blogging. school's starting at one tmr! gonna have lab practice tmr, got to read up on the practical tomorrow morning! and will have to print some notes tmr too, school's ending at six tmr, wanted to head down and meet my friend to prepare some presents for my 'girlfriend' on tuesday, but sadly, he's ending school at one tomorrow whereas i'm starting at one. seems like i can only meet him on tuesday itself! but i'll need to head down somewhere and get a present for her tomorrow!and yessssss, its time to start on my comprehension now! nights peeps.Labels: /pride kills
I cheered with joy @ | 11:55 PM
*.* A typical saturday *.*
hey hey! its my second post after so longgg! woke up at eleven thirty today! mummy was nice to cook me an awesome breakfast! eggs, ham and hot dog! awesome breakfast! thanks mummy:) and was watching some drama while eating, its kinda interesting though, finding out who's the ultimate planner of the plot. but ohh wells, i had my tuition at like two thirty? so i've got no choice but to stop watching! hmm, was a little late for tuition today, but class was really funny today, like there's a lot of late comers, so when somebody walks in, he will be like 'ohh lord, please don't send me anymore children', cause he had stop whatever he's doing just to ensure that that student has a seat and his notes! its saturday, so its like a mass extra class, he had got like ultra lot of students on that day. walked around heartland mall after tuition just to look for pens and hair clips! am running out of them, but apparently, that mall's kinda empty, couldn't really find anything i wanted. like the pen i wanted went out of stock, and there's no shop selling much hair accessories. so its kinda boring, then i head back to hougang mall, totally KO in the bus again, woke up when everybody was alighting at the last stop, kinda embarassing. heh. then i head into the mall to get my stuff! my fringe is kinda long now, irritating and wavy, seems like its time to pin them up again! headed home after that, and i went to meet my FOC dance partner for a run! he's nice, like he was running when i called him out for basketball, so after his run with his friends, he headed over and find me straight, and when i said that i wanna run, he went okay! tiring for him, but he's nice enough to accompany me! thanks partner! then we walked around hougang after buying some drinks, best part was, we specially walked passed CHIJ, kinda miss my life over there. when i walked passed, memories came flooding back and i've realised that my school changed a lot. hope someday i'll be free and head back there and have a good look at it! wells, its getting late! and i've got tuition tmr at nine in the morning, and i'm getting sleepy already! more updates tmr!nights peeps.Labels: /nothing's gonna be the same anymore
I cheered with joy @ | 12:54 AM
*.* A start, and a brand new beginning. *.*
hey hey, its been long since i last blog, kinda miss blogging for a moment. well, a lot of things had been happening for the past few months ever since my poly life started. from NPSU FOC to LSCT FOC to a brand new life for me to adapt to. met really awesome friends along the way, especially the netballers, really awesome people. its like, the netballers are those kinda friends where you can practically share anything and everything with them, we work hard together, laugh together, the bonding is just so awesome! anyway, its week 12 school now, exams are drawing nearer and nearer, so is my o level english examinations. hope i'll be able to do better than before, if not its going to be depressing! school have been alright for me, its just the last few days of the week that i'll need to try and get used to sleeping late, and wake up early. having like less than six hours of sleep can be depressing sometimes, KO-ing in the bus every morning is like the normal thing already. and its also quite sian to have project project and projects to do, although we can't compare ourselves to the business students, its still damn sian. netball have been fine for me, but i feel damn slack this year. training was alright, just that the intensity is not there yet, and the best thing is, we have been self training for like a few months? and i've no idea when's our coach gonna come. hope i'll be able to make it and play for np in the pol-ite games, can't wait man. well well, its time to work really hard now, for both my studies and sports! and i so wanna watch the world netball championships on sunday, its like the finals. hope singapore's playing on that day!:) wells, that's all for todayy! have got things to do tomorrow morning! nights peeps.Labels: /wishes that everything you wish will come truee
I cheered with joy @ | 12:05 AM
*.* happy birthday! *.*
yes yes, another day with lots of birthday wishes.HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED MUMMY AND TIRAHH:Dactually there's lots more, but i'm just being too lazy. ohh wells, something badd happened yesterday. feeling super super sian. no one can understand how sian am i feeling. well well,woke up around eleven plus todayy. went to eat with my mama and brother,then went to the temple to pray. i teared there, because the smoke was super thick and stingy.quite a joke though. then went over to bugis BHG! my mum went on a shopping spree man,she bought like five pieces of clothing, but that's good in a way, its been years since she bought new clothes for herself. and i bought one too! and its pink and red, YAY!:D thanks mummy:)yes yes, wanted to treat her to dinner but she say don't want, and wanted to buy a cake homeee!but my brother said none of the cakes are attractive enough. ohh wells, NO CAKE):passed my mummy her 'present' , she seemed please BUT like weird also. she doesn't seem to be happy at all. but nehmind lah, hope she gets happier sooon. tmr i shall just stay at home and rot, i'm gonna work on wednesday! i hope i won't diee. i hope i'll be just assisting the full timer by taking stocks! and hope there's not much customers around:) yay!going to bed soon sooon soooon,nights blogg:)Labels: /wishing upon a star
I cheered with joy @ | 11:11 PM
*.* happy birthdayy! *.*
firstly, happy birthday to my dearest farah and kevin!:D i've decided to update my blog regularly now since internet is getting real boringg.was susposed to meet shermaine, sky and kevin today for breakfast. so sorry people, i'm really damn tired. couldn't really wake up. YAY!:D went to yun zhen's birthday dinner just now. had fish and co. and picture taking!:D:D:D:Dand now i'm at home listening to parents quarrel. so tired of listening this like almost everydayy.god god, why do you even invent a thing call money, an alcohol called beer. daddy had been drinking all day like a need. and mummy is saving every single cent she have.i'm being naughty this afternoon by asking for allowance too. but ohh wells, adult fare is expensive and i used the money to buy some of my new year clothes. since i'm goona work soon, shall not spend that much and give my parents some when i get my salary!although its like the forth day of chinese new year, it just doesn't seem like it. and its mummy's birthday tmrrrrr. hope it will be a happy onee.Labels: /wishing on dreams that ain't gonna come truee
I cheered with joy @ | 10:19 PM
